seven ♥ voice

[bitteraftertaste]

I'd just like to apologize for my behavior in my last broadcast. Obviously I wasn't myself.

[And it has been taken down because seriously, this is just embarrassing and awful. B(]

[Private to Dean]

I'm especially sorry for the way I acted with you, Mr. Winchester. I appreciate your trying to help.

[Private to Slade]

Check in please, Mr. Wilson.

Comments

[Private]

[terminates]

[ Because he's stubborn. Also, feelings are hard. ]

I told you.

[ It's still his sin. ]

[Private]

[bitteraftertaste]

Specifically, how do you plan on going back to that and coping with it?

[Private]

[terminates]

I'm not.

[ Planning on going back OR coping. Yeah, he's made of fail today. ]

[Private]

[bitteraftertaste]

Then what is your plan?

[Private]

[terminates]

I don't have one.

[ A true statement. Amazingly. ]

If I had a choice, I wouldn't go back.

[Private]

[bitteraftertaste]

You do have a choice.

[Private]

[terminates]

It's not that simple.

[Private]

[bitteraftertaste]

What do you mean?

[Private]

[terminates]

Is it easy to decide to live?

[ Whenever everything you are and everything you aspired to be amounts to FAILURE in big, neon letters...

Answer that, Vesper. ]

[Private]

[bitteraftertaste]

No, it isn't.

[You're not alone in that whole neon letter thing. B(]

[Private]

[terminates]

Let me know if you figure that one out.

[ Because he's been struggling with this for the last 2-3 years. ]

[Private]

[bitteraftertaste]

There has to be something worth living for.

[Private]

[terminates]

I tried.

[Private]

[bitteraftertaste]

Tell me about it.

[Private]

[terminates]

You read my file.

[Private]

[bitteraftertaste]

Hearing it from someone is different than just reading words on a piece of paper.

[Private]

[terminates]

I don't want to talk about it.

[Private]

[bitteraftertaste]

You're going to have to, at some point.

[Private]

[terminates]

[ Silence. ]

[Private]

[bitteraftertaste]

[Ugh fine, but this conversation is not over for good. >B(]